Words

Alright, first of all before I blog anything, I'm just gonna thank God for guiding me in passing my undang test!

Not just a pass, but a pass with miracle marks- 49/50

First of all, many know that I have partial colour blindness.

I thank God that he helped me to find a solution to pass the colour blind test.

A simple solution- A red and blue 3D spectacle.

Secondly, I thank him for the extra time there before the test which gave me time to do extra revision.

That gave me just all the advantage to get the marks mentioned above.

Well, I did not expect a 49 lol.

At first, I looked at the screen without looking properly and thought I only got 42, the passing park.

Well, I thanked God I passed.

After the score was printed, I realize I looked at the wrong mark, it was 49 :)

I can't believe it, really thank God.

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Well, the main topic I wanna blog tonight is stated as the title.

Life, we only go through it once, we only have 1 chance and its only a short time, even shorter for some.

"What can we do in life?" Many will ask.

Many will say "Live it like you want, as long you're happy"

Some say "Live it to the max"

Others say "Live it meaningfully"

Rarely said "Live it to the max for God's kingdom that you may glorify his name by impacting the lives of others with meaning"

Living a life for God?

I sometimes think, it starts with 1 simple choice each of us decide each day- the choice of "word"

Words, can be said to be one of the most powerful thing.

Why?

The Word of God, the Bible, says it all.

Apart from that, we can see how words affect the world.

A simple choice of word can cause conflict;

A simple choice of word can spark a war;

A simple choice of word can determine prices;

A simple choice of word drives many things.

For us? Its no least powerful too.

A simple choice of word can encourage one;

A simple choice of word can help one to move on;

A simple choice of word can make a smile;

but

A simple choice of word can also destroy dreams;

A simple choice of word can destroy life;

A simple choice of word can end one's life;

and

A simple choice of word could change one's life forever.

How do we live for God?

By choosing the right words in our daily life, that would make an impact in others.

So, what are your choice of words?

Does it encourage one? or Does it discourage one?

Does it make a smile? or Does it cause tears to fall?

Does it start a life? or Does it end one's life?

Many are the choices of life, and our daily words are just one of them.

Words are simple choices, but can really make a big difference.

Thats all for today.

God bless.

Life as it is

Well, its been some time since I last blogged.

After SPM life is starting to be a little boring.

Its been 2 days since I came back from Hong Kong, and since then I've been "disintegrating" at home...

How I missed the routines of school... sometimes.

Raindrops

Dust setting

Well just some random pictures taken from the plane with the phone camera...

I'm feel rather lost on my heading of life right now, where am I heading I just wonder...

Am I heading the right way? What is God planning for me ahead?

Sometimes its just hard to keep our mind clear of these questions.

But then through all these, I believe its where faith kicks in.

Faith not in ourselves, but faith in God, faith in His plans.

We are all made with flaws, non is flawless.

Sometimes, with so many flaws, I just think I'm useless in a sense.

I faced failures in many parts in life.

Looking back I just wonder how did I coup with it...

I guess it was God that comforts me all the time.

Sometimes I'm thankful that I'm rather forgetful and blurry because I can get over things easier I guess :)

Well, I guess every flaws just serves a purpose in our life?

I sometimes think maybe the flaws serves as a boundary.

Maybe the flaws serves as a purpose to prevent certain temptations? Well, I don't know, only God knows.

In this verse Psalm 139 mentioned:

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

Psalm 139:14

This verse to me meant a lot.

God made us with his infinite wisdom, and so if with his infinite wisdom there shouldn't be any flaws in us right? But then we are full of flaws, why? Because He has a purpose for the flaws that came with us, won't you agree? So in a sense he make us perfect for his plans :)

He can make us perfect if he wants to, but then there would not be much purpose in our lives wouldn't it?

Just imagine a world where everyone is perfect, imagine that everyone is free of troubles cause we are perfectly made, how would we live our everyday life?

I can only imagine a world of humanoids. Everyone through the same routine, same thoughts.

Sometimes I think the ability to make freewill decisions are one of the main source of our flaws.

Sin is a flaw, no? Cause we make decisions, we are subjected to sinning.

Well, its my personal opinion based on experience and understanding.

Temptation are one of the main source that causes us to sin, but its not the ultimate source, the ultimate source is our freewill decision.

We are the ones that ultimately make the decision whether to "bow" to temptation.

God knows this, so this verse was promised:

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

1 Corinthians 10:13

So in everything where there is a way in, there is always a way out.

The decision is ours ultimately.

God can help us, but we decide whether to accept his help.

Well, I guess thats all I'm gonna blog today.

God bless.

What If?

Recently, thoughts have been flooding my mind...

These 2 words "what if" often appear...

Life I guess is filled with "what if" questions...

I just wonder more with questions with "what if" popping up.

I just wonder ahead of time...

Sometimes we expect a situation and what if the situation does not turn out to be what we expected?

Well thats just my case...

Life's a journey,

Days ahead a mystery.

Tomorrow's challenge a tourney,

Life's end not our mastery.

Time is ticking,

It is slow.

Though start aiming,

Don't keep low.

Broken and lost,

Tears are dropping.

At the cross,

Fear not of falling.

Just some randomness today...

God bless :)

Passing of time

I guess its a fact that we really can't turn back time.

Whats done is done, whats gone is gone, whats lost is lost.

Everything does happen for a purpose but the purpose does not appear just like that...

I guess it takes time...

Whatever is coming, let it come, whatever is going, let it go.

I thank God that nothing in him is in vein.

Whatever that has happened, I'm going to leave it there only taking the experience.

Its hard to move on with live when something happens for the first time and it goes wrong...

But, the fact is accepted and I just going to move on.

Scars will be healed, wounds will be mended. How long will it take? Only time can tell and only God can do the miracle.

I'm just gonna move on and see what comes in life.

I believe in the end, He would sure provide the finest, the best, the most suitable.

God works in way we could not understand but its all not to harm us but to give the best for us.

It takes time, it takes God's work.

It will pass, it will heal, it will be mended soon.

Just be patience and let it come slowly, don't rush me.

Accept me as I'm now, you won't see an overnight change, but you will see a change to come.

Who knows? Maybe tomorrow? Maybe next week? Maybe next month? And the list goes on and on.

Sometimes ain't easy to forget, but then again, nothing is impossible :)

Anyway, I just wanna say thank you, for you've been a blessing in my life.

God bless

YES, Youth Enrichment School 2010

2 weeks at BCM has taught me a lot.

The experience there opened my eyes to a bigger world we're living in.

I started to understand, to learn many things.

God taught me many things too.

I believe that this 2 weeks weren't wasted, it was fully utilize.

I choose to join YES and I have no regrets, it was really worth it.

What I've learned?

-I learned spiritual warfare is true

-I learned to understand others more

-I learned how to talk and mix around again

-I learned certain decisions can affect friendship greatly

-I learned that its not easy to let go of things

-I learned God is working in us each day

-I learned that God is in control in everything and everything happens for a purpose

-I learned in God nothing is impossible

and the list goes on...

there are so many more...

Anyways, I just take this opportunity to say to whoever you think that this part is meant for you:

To that someone, if you are ever reading this, I just want to say I'm sorry again.

I know I was too over... I just really hope we can be like last time if its still possible...

I don't want anything else just a friendship like before.

You know who you are, and I still feel the unforgiveness in you.

Its what I felt or maybe I'm just too sensitive... cause I'm really a very sensitive person.

I just don't dare to tell you face to face so I'm writing it here, hope you don't mind.

If that someone is reading this, then thank you, cause you really taught me a lot.

I shall say I'm sorry once again... I really hope you accept my apologies.

I don't know if you'd ever read this, but I'm just going to write it.

Well, thats all for the updates

God bless :)

First Post of 2010

Happy New Year to everyone, it was a great 2009 :) but 2010 would also be awesome with new experiences.

It was awesome starting the year with God in church.

2010 is going to be a whole new year, what is coming I don't know, you don't know, only God knows.

So, 2010 is in God's hands.

Anyways this is a short wishing post.

Once again, Happy New Year =)

God bless

Christmas

Wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas and a Blessed 2010 too.

I really thank God that He sent his one and only son to die for us, without him, we won't be experiencing Christmas :)

So....

All I want to say is.... Happy Birthday Jesus !!